Bleeding scar Of hatred

I am BAck From the dead

2006-03-12T06:16:00.000-08:00

Hey People i am back whauhauh sorry for not blogging for sometime whauhua. Alot of things has happen to me for the past few months my band got to peform a gig and got into ITe made made new friends wooooo. SO ppl look forward i am back from the dead till i Blog again WOosh BYe.

Tomorrow IS N LEVEL

2005-10-01T21:30:00.000-07:00

GOD dam GOD dam tomorrow is N level. This whole month i have been going out to every where to study my maths paper is just 2 days away hope i'll be ready ARHHH! Alah fasting MOnth is comming i am going to miss eating hahhahahah LOL but nvm after my n i'll party! hahahhaha even though i am fasting but who cares hahahhahahahah WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO yest went out to study at expo.. Expo is dam bloody quiet hahahha love going there.. TODAY going out to stud also arHH cant belive N is just tomorrow.. HAhahah TiLL i write agin..

HELLO

2005-09-11T03:34:00.000-07:00

It Has been sometime since i have write. ErrM My week has been a wounderful Week the greatest one was on Friday i got to meet up with my old primary school friend and also i get to meet up with my Close buddy.. Wooo. We went out to watch a musical. There were so many people and the show was a wounderful. The actors and actress was so cute cause they were only like only pri one to pri five. Hey3 people we should do this agin sometime. After the musical we head towards the beach to smell the cold sea breeze. Then yesterday me farhan and yusri we slept at the roof top of the car park to watch the stars.Yesterday was the best night we talk all night and watch the stars and forgort about all our problem for a while. School is going to be reopen soon and i would get veri busy cause my N level is going to start in a few weeks time. OMG tomorrow is My Prelims maths paper.. All the best to my classmates i hope i have cover up most of the topic. N level is just two more weeks or so I really got to push my self even more. Heiyz Stress But what can i do. K till i write agin.

GOD DAMmIT

2005-08-31T20:37:00.000-07:00

Yestearday waws teachers day i went back to my primary school and got to see my old teacher i do miss the old times when i was small then meet up my my old school mates. Nothing much happend at my present school accept i got injurd fell from mid second stroy and now my heel is swollen. As i was saying i met alot of my old friends right after that we went to eat together and off we went to tm i dont know for what hahahha. It was nice seeing my old friends. Then i meet up with farhan and iskandar then off we went to my house to slack.. Heiyz You i Really miss you heiyz.! Today may be going out to buy farhan's birthday present.. hahhaha.. k that all

GOD DAMMIT I THINK I AM LOOSING IT!!!!

2005-08-26T09:16:00.001-07:00

The N level's is just next month YA ALLAH! I am really felling veri stressed up. I could feel the preasure. ARHH! This whole week i have been going to to study with my study group. Thank god its the end of the weekdays or Not i think i can LoosE it!! Today we were suppose to record our original song but thing went bad, our bassist (DANIAL) got sore eyes and he could not get out of his house. "DANIAL Get well soon K". so we just recorded the bass with out him. Sorry DAN. We are at the stage of completing our original we just need HAFIZ to edit in the Drums and we would be done. WOO Tomorrow WOuld be a Busy day cause tomorrow is YUSRI 16th birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY YURSRI!!!! MOst likely tomorrow me FArhan and iskandar would be sleeping over at yusri house * hope tomorrow would be a great day! WOOO . You... if you are reading this on Sunday is SET, my dad said that we would be eating around 6. SO i'll pick you up k and then we go there toogether k. You I really miss you!!! Sorry if i Nv Called you i have been Busy I hope you understand. You if there is anything you just call me k. *LOVE LOVE.

N LEVEL IS AROUND THE CONNER

2005-08-21T06:42:00.000-07:00

THe N level IS getting Nearer each day And tomorrow is my Prelims. This whole month Layer by layer of stress that has been accumulate. IT has been a very stressful month but that's not the endand my sickness is unbecomin its getting worse. Hope i get well soon. K my day today started out waking up and cleaning up the house followed by watching the tv for a while then off to washing my cloths.. Then i went out to study for a while with my friends at airport then here i am.. IT has been a veri typical day for me. Hope tomorrow would better. ONE thing i really got to let out "I Miss YOu SoUper Girl I realI do" If you are reading this you take care ok get well soon.

THE PRELIMS IS HERE

2005-08-19T09:00:00.000-07:00

Today was my MT prelims paper it ended early off i went home. Then i had Maths remedial a 2.30 till 4+ today it was so Tiring right after that i meet up i with my band mates for a while and went to Yusri house to study and Pratice a bit. GOd dammit we are still waiting For the organizer to call us.. GOd N level is just around the conner must forcus on my maths.. YOU I MISS YOU SO MUCH. :( I MISS MY SoUPERGIRL! Sorry if i never contacted you i was busy i hope you understand. REally if You are reading This i want to LET you KNow That I reallY miss YOu alot.. =)

MY SimPLe day In school

2005-08-14T23:54:00.000-07:00

my day at school started out as Usual had classes and when it was recess i head over to the GYM.. While i was having maths lesson i got so bored then i started writing DARK poetry in class.. DAM i was so tired cause i did't has a good night rest becuse i had food positioning. Had to go to the toilet every now and then whuahuha.. RIght after school i went back home and here i am.. HEre is the DARK poetry hope you ppl like it

When a life is consume by darkness and feed’s with hatred
Thirsting for BLOOD to sooth VENGENCE
NO words of lies can Forgive your since
Just when night falls THE NIGHTMARE shall begins
With a world filled with empty words and SYMPHANY of lies
You’re INTEGRITY, good as hope that can never be PREACH
So don’t Make STUPID ascensions or you shall feel with REGRETS!

I miss you Souper Girl

THE DAY OUT WITH SoUPer GiRl

2005-08-13T07:23:00.000-07:00

THe day began by us eating at lucky Plaza then we head off to Lido to watch a movie you people you should watch THE MAID it's one hell of a great and twisted story. After that we head to the River side and took some pictures wOOO! Right after that we went home.. Thanks for making my day Souper Girl! WOooooo Hope we can do this More Often HehehehhHE.. OK till i write next Time..

NEW SKIN!

2005-08-11T05:23:00.000-07:00

OK this is my new skin i hope you people like it.. its nothing its just a simple skin. OK ToDay was a veri2 busy day had photo taking then when i reached home had to do the house work so sorry SAYANg I nv MSg you.. then i was off to changing my skin for my blog.. OK i think thats that.. HERMm I feel like something is wrong.. I just dont know what..

HEIYZ...

Just Lay there to DIE!

2005-08-10T01:18:00.000-07:00

Letting the rusty blade slice my wrist watch blood starts to drip lying on the floor feeling useless as I was once before as I felt lifeless on the floor my problems hunts me once more running through my head and consume by hate. Hatred of my reflection, hatred of my past just consumes of more and more hatred that’s what made me took this path.

Fire Works

2005-08-09T07:15:00.000-07:00

WOOOO just now i watch fire works with my sis, bro, my baby sis and my dear souper Girl.. WEee.. Before that i had a jamming session but every thing went wrong.. this whole month bad things keep on happening to me.. heiyz.. am i cursed or something..? I really wish it to stop i just want to be happy and enjoy life but why cant i..? heiyz dont worry my dear souper girl i am not keeping anything from you.. I really miss you my dear souper girl heiyz.. wish to spend more time togather dear.. heiyz just wish that it would be a better day tomorrow.. heiyz. i must not have douts in my self.. OOooOoo Ya happy 40th birthday singapoe

My N level Oral

2005-07-08T03:59:00.000-07:00

Been really buzy for this past few weeks and did't had time to write.. Today was my N level Oral and i think my peformance was ok.. hahahha I was really nervous when i took my oral i even startle a few times when i read passage.. I think over all i think i was ok.. Today in school i could't open up my eyes i was so sleepy then after recess i felt more sleepy cause i just ate haahha wat a lazy bum i am hahha.. hermm tomorrow i am going to help out at farhan's kenduri at his house haahahha hermm i think i am out of words and feeling bored nvm till next time i write...

The day OUt.

2005-06-19T20:15:00.000-07:00

yesterday i thought i would be another boring day.. then farhan called and asked that if we wanted to go swimming so i agreed then suddenly the planed changed cause of some reason. SO we cant go swimming so chnaged our plans to jamming.. so we went to hafiz studio and jam there but there were only 3 of us cause we need a new bassist and rythm guitarist. So as paratactic as it sounds like,we jam eh it was bad at all only 3 ppl we still could make music. Hahahah. Then Hafiz (Drummer) Show me a Mixer software OMG it was so intresting, you could edit you songs and everything you could do wounders with that software.. yeah i think i am going to use that software to edit for our in comming album.. After we had jam i accompany to the Mama shop, then we went to find a place to sit and we started talking until farhan father came to fetch him home.. So today i dont know where to go may be i shall be another boring day or may be not.. ermm by looking at the clouds i think that its goinig to rain.. k till i write agin..

the Unity of Agression gig

2005-06-15T00:15:00.000-07:00

The day began by me meeting Era and her friend after we had met up we went to eat at Long Jon. After finish eating we meet up with ahmad.. From there we waited for the gig to start.. whauhauh while we were waiting we played the stupidest game but it was fun whuahhauha.. While we were waiting we took some pictures.. When the gig has started we quickly payed and went in.. i met alot of my friends there i met Eliass and khairil form Swiss cottage sec.. Got to know they are metal hahahha.. ya and i met jarell there to.. woooo then for the fist few band i sat down and did't mosh.. At the 3rd band i started mosh hahah got so high they played lamb of god song hahahhah woooo.. after that i got a migraine cause to much of head bandging.. hahah went down and sit.. I got only two words to say the crowd is wild wooooooooo.. yeah2 hahahha after the gig i went home with injurys was so tired hahahhaa lolx..

The dAy out with my sis and My sis BF

2005-06-14T23:35:00.000-07:00

The day began by me, my sis and his Bf went to watch a movie, while we were waiting for the movie to start we went shopping wooo and i went and look around for polo stripe shirt whahahha.. then we went far- east plaza to eat at the taman rose.. hahaha after we ate we went to this shop 20001 or something there my sis bf intended to buy a band shirt. He finally bought a avenged svenfold shirt wow it was nice2.. then it was time to watch the movie wooo the movie was funny you should watch monster in Law hahaahh.. after the movie we went to luckly plaza to eat yum2 the food there is great.. After that WE took some pics to..

THE Day on My birthday

2005-06-05T22:47:00.000-07:00

Me and My friends had fun eating and gobbling all the food. we just slack around and talk and then back to eating.. whuahuauha hungry gost.. whuahuah.. My god most of my guest cant make it what a pitty but that mean more food for us.. whuauauhau.. Yesterday was a great day.. OOooOO ya back with pic.. Take a Look

>> OMG Look At My face expression <<

Whauhuauhauh!!!

>>The iNcredible SIx<<

>>THE FOOD!!!<<

OOooOO And Ya thats My DAd whuahuhauh

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-06-04T21:27:00.000-07:00

WOOOOOOOOOOOo Today is my Birthday WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooo Back with PIc.. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MY BIrthday!!!!!!!!

BORING DAY!

2005-06-01T22:42:00.000-07:00

OMG i am so bored.. Today went school for maths remedial for a while and came back home.. now i got nothing to do accept study or sleep.. whauhuaauh.. WoosH~ i am so bored i think i could get crazy..

Night Ride

2005-05-31T18:24:00.000-07:00

On monday night i went out for night riding.. Fist of all it was fun but it turn out to be a scary night.. I, farhan and hasif Departed from pasiris at around 10+ then cycled to bedok. we arrived there most likely around 11+. we intenden to play the half-pipe but it was occupied by other riders so we went to 7 elevn to grab something to eat.. At that time i felt that something was't right but i juts igonred it. After we had finsih eating we went to fengshan park. we played there for a while and took off to the half-pipe agin.. Then when we had arrived at the half-pipe there were still a few riders so agin we went off to cycled around bedok.. we called a friend down cause he was in the neighborhood.. We slacked under the block for a while and then we went back to the half-pipe.. this time there were no one.. i really felt that something bad was going to happen then suddenly Hasif tire got punched.. So i thought that was that but i still felt that something is going to happen. Agin i ignored this felling and continued playing at the half-pipe then suddenly Me, farhan, Hasif heard a giggling at the abandon school that was just beside usl the giggling was comming from the school basketball court but when i took a look there was no one there or there is i was not wearing my specs.. then agin i ignored and continued playing then this time i smelled something really nice like a perfume smell but stronger i did't mind that cause i was a nice smell then suddenly OMG the smelled changed to a fouled smelled. It smelled like a dead corps of something.. Then agin i ignored the smell, i continued playing then this time i felt a breath breathing down my neck actually it was nice cause i was sweating like a pig.. whahhauhahuha.. but then agin that was the last straw i did't continued playing i went and sit.. For some reason i look and stared at the abandon school. From a distance i could see something buti could not make it out cause i was not wearing my specs.. ahhahahh. Farhan was playing happlily the suddenly he stop and sat beside me with a look like he had saw something i did't want 2 ask that time so i just kept that question.. Then i suggested to farhan and hasif to proced to the nearest 7 eleven OooO ya i forgot to mansion that the incident happned like around 1+... Cause of hasif tire was flat we pushed our bicycle togather to the nearest 7 eleven. we bought some drinks cause we were going to push the bicycle back to pasiris.. while we were pushing the bike back to pasiris farhan he saw something.. then when we had arrived back at hasif house we talked about what had happned at the half pipe we talk till 5+ in morning then only i fell asleep and woke up around 10+ in the morning and cycled back home. HErmm this is only one of my freaky story that had happned to me..

what had happned for the past week

2005-05-30T03:54:00.000-07:00

the last week before school holidays.. HErmMm it was fun.. whauah on monday i was a public holiday so i went out with my friends.. then on tuesday has shool as per normal, then on wednesday had school but had to leave school early to follow my cadets for their IMT.. whuahahu *Wooo was so fun* then on thursday had to school school early agin but this time to follow my cadets for their 25 life range *that was so fun but at the same time it made me so tired.. whahauhua LOlx.. Firday was a normal and boring day.. but it was the last day of school before the holidays and i had to sty back for Ncc meeting *aRhhh whauauhauh* Then On sat went to ride at the half pipe at bedok while playing happily at the half pie i fell and injurd my slef whauauha but still it is worth it hahah i learned a new stut whauhuaah LOlx.. Then on sunday was a boring day intended to watch jackass the movie ended up slacking under the block whauhauh.. that is what happned to me for the week.. till i write agin

St Patrick's School 58th Speech Day/ prize presentation

2005-05-16T04:44:00.000-07:00

The day of the speech day i was so frighten and nervous cause it was my first time becoming the flag barer. To make thing worse i was holding the school flag if i would have drop the flag accidently or purposely that would be the end.. WOosh~ thank god i did't.. So as you can see the perade went smoothly..

Jetty Jump..

2005-05-07T22:08:00.000-07:00

.3 of us ready to jump .

.Me ready to Jump YEAh!.

.360 Cannon-Ball disaster.

. Whuhahahah us under water.

.Swimming back form more2.

.The JUmpers. hahahha

Wooo yesterday me, farhan, andy and the others went jetty jump at pasiris beach.. fist when we arrive it was low tide and we cant jump so we had to wait till around 5 or 6 then we started jumping.. wooo the air time when we jump is so bloody long and dam fun to try.. once you jump you would have the felling to jump agin.. we jump from likely mid 2 level.. i tell you, you people should try it, if you dont its ok but what a waste... Look up there is the pictures we took at the jump.. hope you like it..

ARhhh Hair CUt

2005-05-03T00:50:00.000-07:00

Bloody Hell i got my freaking hair cut.. No i look like a complet fool to make things worse my finch that was so2 long was cut off today in class by my teacher.. WHy2.? HAhhaha Now i look so decent hahah I look like a good boy.. hahah But nvm its just hair.. hair will grow in time.. but for now i look so silly.. WHuaahha..

2005-04-30T07:34:00.000-07:00

Living in a world that fills with hatred and people consume by fear * when such emptiness arise, you wont shed a tears* Lost in your own words and feeling regret, wish that you can turn back time and make up for that.* Something in life you shouldn’t regret and move on with life and don’t look back. *Don’t be crush by empty promises or let your hopes down, get right back up and prove them wrong.

Bloody hell

2005-04-28T07:41:00.000-07:00

ok it has been a long time since i wrote.. How was my day today..?? Bloody hell so stress up i was alomost done with my DNT N level course work there was left only the paint job.. i had asked the teacher that could i spray my work with a spray can paint she said that i was fine.. Then when i was done the other teacher said that i cant use spray paint if i used it i will be failed.. Bloody hell now then they tell me when i have finished tha paint job.. The teacher asked me to sand down the colour.. ArrGGg More2 work but so littel time.. My date line is comming near and i have to rush.. So looks like i have to stay back after school to correct the mistake that i had done... Woooo Finally i have found a bassist cant wait for june holidays can jamb as one whole band.. The band will be back.. Wooo.. Fine, till i write next time..

2005-04-17T07:09:00.000-07:00

"Thank You For The Venom"

Sister, I'm not much a poet, but a criminal

And you never had a chance

Love it, or leave it, you can't understand

A pretty face, but you do so carry on,

and on,

and on

I wouldn't front the scene if you paid me

I'm just the way that the doctor made me, on

and on,

and on

Love is the red of the rose on your coffin door

What's life like, bleeding on the floor,

the floor,

the floor

You'll never make me leave

I wear this on my sleeve

Give me a reason to believe

[Chorus]

So give me all your poison

And give me all your pills

And give me all your hopeless hearts

And make me ill

You're running after something

That you'll never kill

If this is what you want

Then fire at will

Preach all you want but who's gonna save me?

I keep a gun on the book you gave me, hallelujah, lock and load

Black is the kiss, the touch of the serpent sun

It ain't the mark or the scar that makes you one,

and one,

and one

You'll never make me leave

I wear this on my sleeve

Give me a reason to believe

[Chorus]

So give me all your poison

And give me all your pills

And give me all your hopeless hearts

And make me ill

You're running after something

That you'll never kill

If this is what you want
Then fire at will

You'll never make me leave

I wear this on my sleeve

You wanna follow something

Give me a better cause to lead

Just give me what I need

Give me a reason to believe

[Chorus x2]

So give me all your poison

And give me all your pills

And give me all your hopeless hearts

And make me ill

You're running after something

That you'll never kill

If this is what you want

Then fire at will

Nothing is Worth

2005-04-17T06:57:00.000-07:00

Nothing is worth losing a friend i had made a big mistake by giving people empty promises.. I hope that i would not do that agin.. then was a twist of luck i meet up with my old primary school friend but i did talk to her herrm i wounder why.. i have not seen her for like 3 years or so.. seriously what a fate of luck.. N level's is comming closer my mid year is right around the conner i must work harder if i would like to get in the courses that i want in ITE.. At last in june we will start jamming agin as a band but i still need a bassist but i couldn't find one.. I hope i could find a bassist soon.. Till i write agin..

Shadow of Light

2005-04-16T06:20:00.000-07:00

Was Born from light

and corrupt by dark ness

and save by the shadow of light

that brought me away from sorrow pain and heartless

Deep Inside

2005-04-16T06:19:00.000-07:00

My heart fills with hatred

my eyes feels with tears

what has become with once had persevere..

I feel so neglected and consume by fear

I have no doubt now I have lost in once tears..

Misguided by the pain that feels my heart keeping grudges deep down in side.

Can’t catch my breath as time stand still

now that I know what has to

be put in

2005-04-16T05:53:00.000-07:00

"Seven Years"

Taking on seven years
the holy ghost had left alone
Test my arms, kick like crazy
I've been trying way too long
only push the way off to fight you
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm not sure
Getting off my chest the story ends

I would find a way without you
Tell him his eyes see too clear
I would find a way without you
Tell him his eyes see too clear
That mistake was gold
I know that without you
is something that I could never do
That was why staple the eyes and
seven dates for me to sell machines
and tear on

seven years you assured me
that I'd be fine if I compliedonly
push the way off to fight you
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm not sure
Getting off my chest the story ends

I would find a way without you
Tell him his eyes see too clear
I would find a way without you
Tell him his eyes see too clear
That mistake was gold
I know that without you
is something that I could never do
That was why staple the eyes ands
even dates for me to sell machines
and tear on

Sorry I'm Sorry I'm to blame (Don't treat me I'm to blame)
Don't treat me like I ever accused you

What A day..

2005-04-15T04:06:00.000-07:00

Today in class i got to use agin my disk man wihle stuying maths hahah.. After that went for prayer at Kasim mosque and had to came back from Ncc Air (NCO meeting) everything went as usual till my Co brought up the topic that we are going to Stand down form effect by the next trainning then he asked what have we learn from this 4 yr in Ncc Air..?? I had nver thought that this day would come but when it came i was not as happy and Cheerful as i thought i will be I felt that there will be a great of emptyness that i will feel when i am out from ncc.. And i will really miss my friends and they joy and fun that i was in Ncc air.. i would never forget the experiance that i had in Ncc air.. Now that N levels is comming nearer i must forcus in my studies and just hope that i would get in the course that i want to..

Insult To Injury

2005-04-15T02:34:00.000-07:00

"Insult To Injury"

So now your offering these hand me down beliefs

You offer neither solace nor reliefIn a world of hate

Your words hold no weight

So now your promising your Disney religionLiving in your world without sin

But I just don't relate

Your words hold no weight

So just hold your tongue for a secondAnd spare me your two bit advice

Did God make me blind and give you my eyes?

So just hold your tongue until you can hold my burdens

Your ideas betray your fantasy

Your anecdotes mock reality

Your words hold no weight

So before you go and throw your pearls before swine

Be warned you won't impress the likes of mine

Cause I've heard your debate

Your words hold no weight

So why do they ring in my ear

And challenge my confidence?

They heckle my pride

My medicine never had this taste

My words in your mouth now sound misplaced

Your words hold no weight

So share my pain and bare my wounds with me

Or don't pretend to call it sympathy

But you're so quick mock my misery

So quick to add insult to injury

My Photo Album

2005-04-14T06:26:00.000-07:00

If you want to see my photo you can visit my photo album at http://photos.yahoo.com/emo_farn

In Year 2005

2005-04-11T05:08:00.000-07:00

It has chage alot for me since 2004 i am a changed guy some of it is for the good and also for the bad i am not perfect i do have my flows but i am trying to change as hard as i can.. I am a Outcast to the malay socity in my class i dont why they evny me.?? So i become an all rounded person mix with all races i have learn alot form them.. Ya bloody hell i hate racist busted.. Why must they judge people by their colour. Why.? That A Bonus qustion. The Underground Sean has change me inside out for the good and for the bad its just that you must know what you are getting your self into if you are in the underground sean.. Bottom Line is I has help me in may ways.. Herrmm i Think thats it for now..

THis LIfe HAS ChanGE...

2004-09-27T15:08:00.000-07:00

My Life Use 2 BE so SImPLE n Fun BUt It has ChanGE Totally.. ThINg HAS BEen DiffRent SInCE i GrowN Up.. A lot that has change since I’ve grown up people have change some for the good or the bad.. ThiNgs also Has change for me like From Love It Has Change 2 Hatred. It Seems Like my Life is Filled With Hatred And deceived.. Life has really Been a Roller Coaster for me.. I Have Gone Trough A lot of emotionally pain and physical pain aNd Most I Confused Why Does It HapPEn to ME.. May be This is God’s way of Seeing How patient I am.. IF that’s So I have to Prove Him and others rongs.. k Till Next Time I WriTe..

WHo waS I...

2004-09-10T16:15:00.000-07:00

The ReaL Life OF MIne Is THis I was a A KId Who Society diD NOt aCCepted Even If They HAve aCCepT Me They Will MAke Use OF ME.... They Do TAke My KinDness As My WeekNEss.. Why DO They Do THat 2 Me.... IN THoSE Day i Use to ForCE My SElf To Be SomebOdy But i HAVe Relized That Its Better BeINg No Body Then SomeBOdy.. THere IS no POiNt ProVinG PeopLe That aRe SOMe ONe, When They DOnt eVEn Care aT ALl.. It Is Like you KNow That You aRe a NO BoDy BUt u STiLL forcINg Your sElf 2 LEt Ppl KNow THat You aRe NOt InvinSible... I HaVe FoUnd THat BeINg Your SeLF Is The BesT.. I HAVe CHoosE The LifesTyLe Of A punkRock becaUZe That IS The OnLY ThinG I can Express My SElf 2 PeopLE By MusiC.. CaUZE By MusiC U can WriTe SoNgs Of Your life, proBLems, Hopes, dreams aNd Even Family.. THat is Why I chooSE 2 BE A PUnkRock to Express My SElf In That KiNd MusiC.. I have alSO LeaRN ThaT In THis World There IS Only Some FrIEnds Will HeLp YOu TiLL The End. BUt Not all Friends Will Do the same things N i HAve aLso LeaRn That FaMIly Will StICk By Your SidE Always Even ThoUGHt how BAd They aRe Or strict They aRE, They WiLl Be By YOur Side AlwaYS.. And All the TiNg That PAreNTs Do fOR us Is also for OUr Own Benefit NOt Other but Ours.. So FamILy IS Also One Of The ImPOrTNat ThINgs In My Life.. ANd THat IS What My LIfe is ABOUt to ME..

Bleeding scar Of hatred

I am BAck From the dead

Tomorrow IS N LEVEL

HELLO

GOD DAMmIT

GOD DAMMIT I THINK I AM LOOSING IT!!!!

N LEVEL IS AROUND THE CONNER

THE PRELIMS IS HERE

MY SimPLe day In school

THE DAY OUT WITH SoUPer GiRl

NEW SKIN!

Just Lay there to DIE!

Fire Works

My N level Oral

The day OUt.

the Unity of Agression gig

The dAy out with my sis and My sis BF

THE Day on My birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BORING DAY!

Night Ride

what had happned for the past week

St Patrick's School 58th Speech Day/ prize presentation

Jetty Jump..

ARhhh *Hair CUt*

Bloody hell

Nothing is Worth

Shadow of Light

Deep Inside

What A day..

Insult To Injury

My Photo Album

In Year 2005

THis LIfe HAS ChanGE...

WHo waS I...

ARhhh Hair CUt